saying and annoying

With a conservative granny at home i'm quite used to constantly hearing running commentary about how i'm not as good as her brother's nephew's cousin, who is currently in the U.S studying this or that, or her nephew's cousin's brother who is earning some magnanimous amount, or he/she/it is doing some fancy course, or the recently arrived guest who knows an inkling of me adviced me to study this or that or do some crap in life, all this and more is usually what my granny says to me aside the constant comparison with someone or the other, or finding flaws, like this ridiculous one i hear almost 5 times a week- "your hair is so brown, why do you colour it, beggars have this kind of hair, i can't believe you'll pay to get it done... oh everybody said they liked your hair when you were younger what is this...blah blah blah", all this and some more ridicule.

My dad constantly asks me, right from when i was three, why only eat two chapathis, or two idlis or two dosas! Go Figure!!!!!

My poor mom has given up on my studying habits, she knows the more she forces me the more laid back i'll become. so once in a while she brings up this non-sensical topic of how when i was younger i always scored well, better than my friends and now those same friends score better than me. hmmm i just end up keeping quiet.

My friends and I always like going out for chaat every second day, so my grandfather never understood this phenomenon and everytime they came home he would pass a comment. It drove me up the wall but now when i look back it seems rather funny
my boyfriend is on this unrelentless trip always promising me that he'll make it up to me for all the stupid things he does... but .... i'm still waiting.....

my friend sharanya calls me water slide nose.. i really can't blame her(ha ha)

my close friends think i'm really reserved or in their annoying way of putting it"secretive".. i''l tell them things that they need to know.. otherwise LET ME BE.

all this saying and annoying is one mind game after another but i'm slowly learning to realize that all things said are either out of insecurities or concern all things i get annoyed by are either truly annoying or truly true!

LOSER LECHERS

And once again I was succumbed to the infinite wrath of a lecher.. two actually...

While I blissfully rode on my Activa on the Koramangala Inner Ring Road, unaware of absolutely everything, almost asleep on the bike with my eyes open(which is an excellent feeling btw), the signal approaches me and I'm brought out of trance like a disturbed nightmare. Now out of complete boredom for having being stuck at the signal for nearly five mins I turn to my left and see this gunk of an auto driver smirking away (as always- most auto driver/ lechers do that) to God knows what. On closer inspection I realised that he was having a field day by just looking at the teensiest bit of skin on me ( I was wearing a salwar in my defence... for all those of you who think its always the woman's fault.. ahem!!!). Disgusted as I could be I tried to manoeuver my way and get to the other side of the road.. I dared not to look behind and see if he was still looking.

Totally disappointed by the incident I tried to take my mind of it, no sooner did I get the thought out of my head than another auto stop right next to me.. and this time it wasn't the driver I had problems with, it was the commuter siting behind!!! The most disturbing thing was him looking at certain things he shouldn't be looking at when I'm looking directly at him trying to given him the "ugly look".. when he finally raises his head and looks at me... he gives one of the most sickening smile ever ( the other sickening smiles i've experienced have also been from lechers) almost as if he had had hemlock to drink and was now calmed by it!

All I could do this time was helplessly wait for the signal to turn green, riding along I pondered if only men from lower class do this? But I can't be brutal in concluding that, I'm sre all guys do it they just have different means of doing it (means I won't even go into). I guess its best to conclude that all men act like jerks at some point or the other be it ignoring,forgetting,ditching,abusing, cursing, fighting,killing,murdering,raping,leching...anything negative!

It just goes to prove that when it comes to the rubbish they do they're only doing it because their brains are situated down south instead of their heads where it belongs otherwise!!!